1-14-15- Last night at Aglow, My daughter had some awesome healing from her past memories. Holy Spirit brought things to light things from when she was a baby at daycare the first year of her life. He brought her back to the room where she was hurt and showed her where Jesus was. This was extremely emotional for me and I was SO THANKFUL that these memories were finally coming up and being brought to light. For her whole life, she has had tormenting emotional pain at times due to something in her past that we have never been able to touch no matter what we did. She has had severe emotional reactions to a song that she has heard at times. For years, we have prayed and done all we knew to do, BUT ONLY GOD can bring up the memories and heal them when it is HIS TIMING. Oh how I thank Him that He did. I will never know all the pain and trauma that my kids have experienced in the depths of their precious souls, but I can continually pray for their healing in areas that need to be revealed so that they can be fully able to face whatever challenges come their way and learn from the healing processwho their God is. For it is only as they come to Jesus for healing that they can be fully healed and restored and know Him as their healer. There were many times of exhaustion when I didn’t honestly know if God would EVER answer these prayers for her. I think I almost decided that it was some sort of “cross” for her in life. It was painful to watch my baby suffer, but I kept trying my best to trust that God would not let ANY PAIN that she or my son have ever went through to be wasted. We think of Protection from God totally differently than He sees it. You see God is our Daddy and He IS a protecting and loving fatherbut that doesn’t mean that we will never experience pain. I am so thankful that the Lord is faithful to give us refuge and safety under HIS FEATHERS. We might go through the painful traumas, but He was right there with us in it all and He sees the end from the beginning. He knows that once we go through the healing process, we are going to experience His glory and know Him all the more and we will be ready to use anything we go through for the Kingdom of God. In and of ourselves, we are nothing. When we go through trauma, it damages us severely. Sometimes, those wounds are covered over, but eventually, they will bring the death and destruction and we will seek the Lord for deep healing.
So after this happened last night, this morning as I was getting ready for work I was putting on my eyeliner and all of a sudden a feather appeared. I believe the Lord was giving me a feather to remind me of Psalm 91:4- He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
Oh YES!! That's My Daddy!!
I thank you Jesus for all you have done for us by pouring out your blood on the cross and bringing us into this awesome family of the God! Thank you for protecting us by keeping us under your wings.
