6/17/14 HOPE FLOATS

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5/27/14. No I LOVE YOU BUTS IN TJE KINGDOM

2/22/14 There's always purpose!

2/14/14 Encouragement for the weary

Healing and feathers given

1-14-15- Last night at Aglow, My daughter had some awesome healing from her past memories.  Holy Spirit brought things to light things from when she was a baby at daycare the first year of her life.  He brought her back to the room where she was hurt and showed her where Jesus was.  This was extremely emotional for me and I was SO THANKFUL that these memories were finally coming up and being brought to light.  For her whole life, she has had tormenting emotional pain at times due to something in her past that we have never been able to touch no matter what we did.  She has had severe emotional reactions to a song that she has heard at times.  For years, we have prayed and done all we knew to do, BUT ONLY GOD can bring up the memories and heal them when it is HIS TIMING.  Oh how I thank Him that He did.  I will never know all the pain and trauma that my kids have experienced in the depths of their precious souls, but I can continually pray for their healing in areas that need to be revealed so that they can be fully able to face whatever challenges come their way and learn from the healing processwho their God is.  For it is only as they come to Jesus for healing that they can be fully healed and restored and know Him as their healer. There were many times of exhaustion when I didn’t honestly know if God would EVER answer these prayers for her.  I think I almost decided that it was some sort of “cross” for her in life.  It was painful to watch my baby suffer, but I kept trying my best to trust that God would not let ANY PAIN that she or my son have ever went through to be wasted.  We think of Protection from God totally differently than He sees it.  You see God is our Daddy and He IS a protecting and loving fatherbut that doesn’t mean that we will never experience pain.  I am so thankful that the Lord is faithful to give us refuge and safety under HIS FEATHERS.  We might go through the painful traumas, but He was right there with us in it all and He sees the end from the beginning.  He knows that once we go through the healing process, we are going to experience His glory and know Him all the more and we will be ready to use anything we go through for the Kingdom of God.  In and of ourselves, we are nothing.  When we go through trauma, it damages us severely.  Sometimes, those wounds are covered over, but eventually, they will bring the death and destruction and we will seek the Lord for deep healing.  

So after this happened last night, this morning as I was getting ready for work I was putting on my eyeliner and all of a sudden a feather appeared. I believe the Lord was giving me a feather to remind me of Psalm 91:4- He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

Oh YES!! That's My Daddy!!

I thank you Jesus for all you have done for us by pouring out your blood on the cross and bringing us into this awesome family of the God! Thank you for protecting us by keeping us under your wings. 

HE CAN BE TRUSTED IN THE STORM

Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. (Matthew 8:24 NIV)

This morning I tossed n turned and was having some issues with grieving. What I thought was one of my better relationships somewhat ended this summer. I now realize just how superficial that relationship always has been anyway, but there is a longing in my heart to have a deeper relationship with this person. However, I am not able to give this person what they expect so therefore the door was slammed shut to me. I am unsure of just how to go and reconcile when it is not wanted. There are now deep wounds that need to be healed. As deep as it all hurts I don't foresee being able to be in relationship with this person unless Jesus is the center of the relationship. It is extremely hard to deal with emotional storm that comes with all this. BUT GOD..... 

I have heard it said that you only have authority over the storm you are able to sleep through. (As you see Jesus does. He knows who His Daddy is and FEAR does not grip Him) Even though I am not actually asleep in this one I believe I'm going to trust God enough to take care of it. In the midst of that I choose rest. Thank you Jesus for healing me of any wounds necessary for healthy growth. (1st posted and the clocked said 5:55. GRACE GRACE GRACE TO THE MOUNTAIN) then I got am email with a prophetic word to the body of Christ. Thank you Daddy for hearing my heart and reminding me that you always hear my heart cry. This is the prophetic Word I received:

"I know your weaknesses and your continuous struggles to overcome your natural responses to the frequent attacks of the enemy, who often uses people you love most to wound your heart. I am moving Heaven and earth to bring you into a place of inner strength and authority over your own flesh and over every fiery dart of the enemy. I will empower you to live in harmony with your brethren like you have never experienced before.

"You will see My blessing empower you, prosper you, and protect you in these days of strife and turmoil in the world. The Holy Spirit will produce His fruit in you, and you will demonstrate what happens when you truly abide in the Vine. Rejoice in every trial, for I will teach you how to turn every trial into triumph. Expect blessings to fall from Heaven when you trust Me in the storm"

So I am encouraged by my Daddy once again to trust Him and PRAISE Him in this storm. I seem to be a mess at times and I don't like the ugliness of my failures, but through it all, HE HAS BEEN FAITHFUL. He is so worthy of all I have to die to, and in the process of going through, HE LOVES ME!! I am so thankful for His love!